Restitution, Reparation, and Other “R” Words
Restitution, Reparation, and Other “R” Words
Lets call it Restitution
a dissolution to the Resentment
I feel inside
for all the times you lied
for all the nights I cried
and questioned why
you Realize
after you did
what you did
you gave me permission
to go and f**K him
(Oh yes you did)
and from there
Reparation has begun
Its not any fun
Huh?
Cause what you did
I done….
But no need to question
or Rack your brain
for feeling intuitions
driving you insane
no need to check
my text messages
or my MySpace
I’m simply gonna tell it
to your face
for your disgrace
yeah……I did it
to pay you back
let you play it back
like one slow
tortuous track
let it Rack your mind
for all the nights
you were suppose to be mine
let me give you something
to sit on your mind
for one night
I was his
close your eyes
and imagine the kiss
his fingers all on my skin
then only
can you begin
to know my Rage
wallowing in
this little pitiful cage
just trying to get past…..
I may forgive you
but the memory will last
stuck in my mind
like a kodak flash
an eye for an eye
a tooth for a tooth
a tit for a tat
yeah it went down
something like that
my get outta jail free card
I thank you for that…..
not that we’re even
but lets forget the facts
and feel the pain
Retain the lesson
ignore the blame
its all the same
you do to me
and I’ll do it to you
an eye for an eye
a tooth for a tooth.
written by,
tina divina
Ok so tell me, do you think when someone cheats on you, it gives you free reign to go out and do the same? I’ve heard this…. I’ve heard men say “yo… if you cheat and get caught, leave because you will drive yourself insane thinking she is gonna get you back”…..
and vice versa, men cheat, women cheat, we just got our game better….lol. (I’m joking, but I’m serious…LOL) but tell me, once a cheat always a cheat? Or can we learn from our mistakes and move on… further more as the “Cheated upon” why is there the need to “Get Back”?? and what happens after that?
Holla at me,
~TD
